Shodai’s Blog,
Shiken haramitsu daikomyo!
La Garra! I remembered! It was Mucha Lucha, la Locura, and la Garra! I am so glad I remembered! It was making me kind of sad to think that I could not remember certain things.
Well, it is my birthday, and as expected I have not heard from you guys: to be expected, father’s day came and went and not a word either. It is not your fault, you are in your mother’s charge and it is up to her to make you value your father. In the end I cannot even say that it is your mother’s fault: she can’t help being the person she is – which is why I divorced her in the first place! It is really the Court’s fault. No matter; the point I wish to make is that I love you guys and I do not hold you responsible for your behavior. I am sorry if things should go to the extent that I will never again be in your lives, but that is just not up to me. There are always many more factors in the “board of life” then we can control or even fathom (discern, understand, predict). In the end you are the ones that will suffer the most from our separation. It hurts me tremendously, and it almost killed me, but I am who I am: the Shodai of MAMBA-RYU. It is my nature to grow stronger and wiser from my pain. But you two are little fledglings, and your very formation is at risk. In the end it is all up to you what you become. That is something neither your mother nor the Courts can control.
Love you guys very much!
Shiken haramitsu daikomyo!
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